carebear about shitty colleges

I keep getting letters from really shitty schools that want me to come. I've yet to get a letter from a school that I actually want to go to. My mom will show me the letters, and I'll just throw them away. I'm hoping I get into Wilmington or App St, or some place like that but if I don't I know for damn sure I'm not going to one of these small colleges. I'd rather just move down to Wilmington, find a house or apartment and work full time until maybe I can get enough money saved up so that I could maybe attend classes at Cape fear community college in Wilmington (where one of my older brothers goes), and then maybe eventually get into Wilmington. But I know for damn sure that I don't carebear about these other shitty schools.